2009年11月22日星期日

MLB autograph

long week again,just realised that have not updated for a longggggggggggggg time.yes backed from UK finally i am in singapore now.
Friday met Eric randomly in the coffee shop,have not seen him for 3 years i suppose.he was a senior of mine in the university, and he used to be the president of singaporean society.he was so popular at that time everyone knows him-the cute,smart,high grade guy.and then i went to a bar called "your mother does not know" with munwai and charles. i am not a bar or club person,but after long week i found i really need something to drink on friday night. hated to go normal bars because i just want to sit,drink and chat with my friends no disturbing by other random people.so a high class gay bar can be the best place.i feel really comfortable to go there with my gay friends.most of the time, besides my boss and colleague hardly can see other male,but somehow you still need to meet male to balance your life. also as someone who does not dating anybody,go out meet the close gay friends would be good enough for me^^

saturday,belly dance class ofcourse.my favouriate time in a week-dance is the only thing i can do for myself.part time professional belly dancer definitelly is something i want to print on my name card . lucky no japanese class saturaday afternoon,and i went to Heeren.

FINALLY I AM HERE,mlb autograph session for their 3 album.for them i am a new face,but i know their name since superband.unlucky enough i was in uk all the time,missed all their activities,gathering,concert.really really really wanted to go soemthing like yesterday and see their performance in person. TRUE ENOUGH,it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooooood.they were so amazing.not really their hair style,i prefer their look in the 2nd album(i am sorry to say that,because for me they are still the neighbour brothers). Sam,really really really nice guy,cute in person and cool with drum,just could not move my eyes away from him hahahahahahahahaha.
Enjoy the new album a lot but still sadly,sam does not have a lot solos in the new album. I WILL GO AGAIN NEXT SUNDAY.

2009年6月28日星期日

聽日出成績,失眠~

我係一個容易失眠Ge人,最近一個禮拜越來越嚴重。望一望我額頭和下巴果d暗瘡就知我真係唔係好夠訓。
聽日出成績我好緊張。果日夢到我今個sem7科,2科pass佐,5科fail,仲fail到好鬼死低分,唔係11就係23分。醒佐之后打比angela聽,巨安慰我話:夢于事實係相反ge~~~相反,就係我pass5科fail2科,都係fail啊... ...
第二日我無聊走去訓午覺,結果夢到我收到學校信,信封日面除佐trasncripts,仲有好厚一曡resit exam mock paper and answers... ...我又炸醒,心悸好耐好耐好耐。我承認我好擔心,我都承認今次我考試心有餘而力不足。
聽日出成績,wish me good luck!
琴晚Derrick打比我同我講:希望你考試肥佬,因為你會留英國留多過半月,我唔想你返去!!!!!咩啊,好懶ge理由,同埋邊有人咒前任女友考試肥佬啊!
TOUCHWOOD,分佐手啦,你已經有佐新女友,放我走吧!唔好再講掛住我... ...再講我都唔會心軟,你應該負起做人男朋友ge責任。
淩晨3點半,LD竟然同我講八卦... ...聽完之后我唔知應該比咩反應... ...
之后講到HENRY W,哎“道不同不相為謀”。大家個個話我EQ 高,性格好,不過人大方有限度,踩過界我係好小氣ge。
arm arm同karin和lala傾計,好掛唸lala... ...

2009年6月25日星期四

shock!

剛剛在看bbc新聞,the king of pop Michael Jackson竟然去世了... ...
我不敢相信,真的不敢相信。巨星就這樣殞落了嗎?
本來還很期待他那300多鎊一張門票的倫敦演唱會,走的這樣突然,毫無徴兆的... ...
我不知道要說什麼,因為現在除了傷痛就是震驚,還處于完全不能相信的狀態中

2009年6月24日星期三

the visit

so bored these days... ...and time past really slow day by day.
this morning i woke up as usual and log in my MSN,a message window pop out from Angela,she said nice weather want to go out with me,but i already woke up late,so i said tomorrow.then she said what about if i go your home visit you?
what?you sure?i was so happy.coz i invited her to come over hundred times before,but she was just a lazy pig... ...
and we watch tv and chat chat and chat and then watch tv ... ...feel happy and relex.
suddenly LD called,he said:hi, wendy,you know there are already 10 cases registed within the university of swine flue??????? i was completely shocked.coz Angela and I we were planed to go Spain and France around july, then go Scotland. but now... ...have to stay at home doing nothing
Angela just left now,decid to go shoppoing together the day after tomorrow.

2009年6月12日星期五

keep in touch

Alex will fly back to Taiwan this afternoon.He is on his way to London Heathrow Airport now.I am sad and starting miss him... ...
He was a really really close friend to me,a really really helpful person in my study,he also was a big Sister/Brother (what ever) for me.we share sadness,we share happiness and we understand each other.i probablly be the only friend to him in exeter????????the year in Exeter was full of down mood,sometimes i really do not know who and how to tell,but he always be the one listen to me carefullly and said:don't worry i always have the same feeling as well. well... ...and he enjoys talking about gossip with us ^^sometimes he making fun on me,but never in a rude way but kind of sweet~
last night we went to the Italian restaurant and had the most tasty Herbal Salmon Cream Pasta in the world with a cup of Pineapple Magrita... ...Angela ordered a strange taste FRENCH MARTINI ,Alex and LD had a COKE MIXED(ODD,should be 7up)Long Island Ice Tea... ...we talked a lot and back home at 10 coz he need to catch up the flight today so he really needs to sleep early.before we each backed home he made a sad face and waved to me,i really did not know what to say but"take care,have nice journey i will call you tomorrow afternoon before your flight departs"and turn around walk away in less than 1 second,or he would see my"black tear"(i had kind of smoky eye makeup last night).......immediately i got a SMS from him:still have chance to meet in the future cheer up say goodbye to angel too.
short but sweet.
crying again liao... ...so need to stop here.just want to say to my very much of a kind big bro:Alex,keep in touch please,you said you would come to S'pore visit me right.and if in the short future you and your pretty GF get married remember tell me, i will definitelly fly to TW go your wedding party. all the best~!

2009年6月11日星期四

awful me

drunk last night... ...never let myself drunk actually i was talking about i even never ever let myself touch alcohol(except cooking alcohol,alcohol-filled chocolate and rum and raisin icecream).coz alcohol tasts sucks... ...with high calorie(i'd rather get a piece of chocolate with that quota)
feel really awful and guilty about my drunk,it spoiled all the image i built up infront of friends... ...
but i did it on purpose... ...really want to get drunk and be irresponsible for only 1 night... ...I AM COMPLETELY A GEMINI,and i admit i got 2 faces,and the Wendy everyone knows is a happy,positive,bright,kind-hearted,good natured and likable with a whole big bunch of friends at school... ...but the other Wendy only Wendy knows,she is negative,down mood all the time, scared of loneliness and cry for the unhappiness happened at the day time during night time when she is alone,becuase she just tried soooooo hard to be a perfect person around everyone.
just want to say,becuase i was born to make others around me happy and feel comfortable when they around.
it is true that different people would react differently after drunk.me??????????i cry... ...i feel awful about myself again,coz even i drunk my brain still offered signals of minimizing the lost of image,i hold myself so hard that try to walk straight and try not to talk alot when LD walk me home.but after i found my keys opened my room door i called Angela(the only person i wanted to call at that time).i cried and cried and cried for 40 mins through the phone,just completely lost controls,but seriously after that i found i am totally released.and i still remembered what did angela said through the phone call,the only sentence she repeated was"you are a human,you need to make sure you are happy at the first place,then think about others,do not push yourself too much" and i was kept crying out"no i can not,we are mature enough to hold our emotions all the time and be responsible to others"... ...
just want to say i would never ever let myself drunk again... ...this really let me feel awful about myself,i am worrying if i said anything rude or wrong last night... ...if i did,i do not want to hurt anyone i really on purposely made myself drunk for venting my deepest mind.
I AM SORRY TO EVERYONE LAST NIGHT,AND I FEEL SORRY TO MYSELF!!!

2009年6月6日星期六

很想去旅行!

又想去旅行了!!!!!!自从这个idea又不小心的跳出来之后我就兴奋了好久好久,今天一起床也是在兴奋,完全忘了我还有exam... ...
这次想从UK飞到西班牙的马德里,走走玩玩,之后从马德里去巴塞罗纳.之后从巴塞罗纳搭船去蔚蓝海岸,也就是法国南岸啦!!!!从加纳登陆,之后沿着海边到摩纳哥,然后上去薰衣草圣地普羅旺斯.再飞回UK. 不介意回新加坡前去一次scotland的湖区和高地啦... ...
如果不是因为Budget有限,时间也匆忙我绝对绝对不会介意再飞去希腊.从希腊玩一圈飞去 匈牙利的布达佩斯,然后三角形的方向上去奥地利的维也纳,最后去捷克的布拉格... ...
想归想... ...$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$钱又乱乱花光了,又喜欢旅行... ...
想说布达佩斯那个三角我还是不要去,因为好乱好危险.希腊也不要去好了,等和我的future husband honey moon再说.那也至少要买机票去西班牙,再从西班牙去法国南部阿,然后法国再回uk!!!!!
幸好,欧洲最主要的10个国家我已经玩遍了.省下的这些可以慢慢来,但$$$$$$$$$$还是好重要.因为我还是想去旅行... ...在想藉口怎样问daddy拿多一点旅行钱... ...就说我失恋心情不好好了??????????????????????????????????????????????但明明是我提出分手的阿!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
唉呦,但是又好擔心那个猪流感... ...西班牙真的是很容易有传染病的地方... ...
不管啦,先问爸爸拿钱再说,我的心已经去到西班牙了,很认真的钱还没有拿到,酒店机票也没有定,我已经开始在想我要穿什麽衣服带哪双鞋子了... ...

2009年6月5日星期五

好擔心!

唉呦,還有最后一科!!!!快快考完吧!
每天都在擔心中度過,尤其是nic 說迷路兵的第三張專輯已經是pre prodcution了.每天做夢都希望可以參加簽唱會.所以我是真的真的希望他們可以在我回新加坡後才開始售賣第三張專輯啦.
都不知道我是不是學生來的,考試都不在擔心,反而擔心我參加不到迷路兵的簽唱會... ...

2009年6月2日星期二

哎呀好糟!

sure die sure die liao!!!!!!dad called this morning and set the最后通牒!!!!!!!!and tell me the whole plan after i back S'pore.
so bad leh,why ar.
aiyo,really want to go out have fun,but one more exam to go... ...governance,have not revise yet la,lazy pig these days.
send my CV to Kitty today,wish me good luck la!it is really hard for a finance students find jobs now.
cross fingers wish to get at least pass in all my exams, coz i really really really want to leave this country and back S'pore ASAP

2009年5月26日星期二

好糟糕

死定了!考很差~用了一个下午的时间都没有平静下来
Finish 1 already,4 more to go! the next one is DEREVITIVES PRICING... ...i really really do not want to see some words like"options, futures, forwards,arbitrage,currency exchange derevitives" in my life again,never ever!!!!!!!hate this module sooooooooooooooooooo much,regret chose this module la!Difficult difficult and difficult.
need to concentrate back revising la.
got some joyful birthday gifts today.thanks to all my babes~especally the gift from Angela,so helpful,and on time.hahahahahaha
tomorrow,i am turning to 22... ...bit sad la-getting old, and for all these years, everysingle time,when i birthday coming,exams coming as well. really miss my teenager life

2009年5月25日星期一

紧张!!!!!

going to have the first exam in less than 10 hours.
so紧张!!!!!!
final 冲刺中,がんばって!

2009年5月21日星期四

BIg thanks to all of you!

Some one said:Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off,you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last.
I firmly agree with it.
To Angela,Alex,Henry,Liudi,Lala,JuanJuan and Toyo... ...
Without you guys, I am not a complete Wendy. BIG THANKS TO ALL OF YOU OFFERING ME UNCONDITIONAL SUPPORTS AND UNLIMITED WARM.
And please, study hard revise hard,good luck in our exams!

2009年5月20日星期三

... ...

和Derrick4年的感情終于在今天正式結束了。很平靜的,5月20號,考試的6天前,22歲生日的7天前。
這4年有很多開心難忘的回憶,derrick你是一個很好很好的男朋友,祝福你!謝謝你陪我一起走過的這4年。我們真的曾經開心過!

說難過,沒有到要死要活的地步,因為是大家同一時間覺得行不通,不能再繼續下去。但是眼淚我承認我有流過,畢竟4年了,曾經都到了談婚論嫁的地步。雙方不但見了父母連爺爺奶奶都見過了。
不要怪我們為什么不爭取,多可惜。但是做為當事人的我們覺得爭取也是沒有用的。
我自己深深的明白,錯過Derrick這個好男孩我將來會遺憾,但是如果我們現在不分手我只會充滿后悔。
擦干眼淚,繼續努力復習吧。

2009年5月18日星期一

phone call after nap

Really good mood now leh! why? coz i just made a phone call back Singapore to him ma... ...
actually i just had a nap,and he was in my dream. in the dream, i was so angry when i randomly met him in a restaurant. I smashed him and asked him the question that troubles me all this 5 months. and he gave me the answer"I am so busy recently". I suddenly woke up sweaty with unintelligible angers. I strongly felt my heart was pumping 200 times per mins. so i decided to make a phone call to him to release my angers. i dialed his number, first time wrong number(i was even angry,coz i thought he even changed his number).then i decided to call again. THAT WAS HIM
The familiar tender voice from him... ...melt my angers within a second(useless me!)
I asked him why he suddenly disppeared after that day,he said"I am so busy recently!"(what the *!&^$*^%@!). but after he told me how tired and stressful to be a lawyer in Singapore, i suddenly felt sorry to him. all the angers and sadness raised within the five months all gone. we talked about 51 mins,he laughed several times. it was so delightful to hear he laughs. he also promised he will call this Sunday( and i was so surprised that he got my UK number)
so happy after the phone call, he is the only person in the world can calm me for no reason... ...
really want to back singapore ASAP,want to stand by his side, want to try my best to make him laugh and relax, want to be a more mature and independent woman to narrow our gap. i especailly do not want him think i am just a 9-year-younger sister... ...

2009年5月16日星期六

看到我头晕晕的~好多字噢

B型双子座的性格——性格及气质
灵活的外交手腕
  B型双子座的你,反应灵敏,行动迅速,对于突发事件的应变能力很不错,而且,你的观察力相当敏锐,不会钻牛角尖。
  你最大的优点是能屈能伸,绝不因一时受挫而怀忧丧志,虽然常因不同的事件表现不同的反应态度。不过,你所坚持的原则及本质不变。在你的内心深处,随时都保持着冷静、理智,无论遇到重大的事件或行动,仍然能保持客观的分析能力。你的性格可说是知性重于感性,理智胜过情感。
  此型的你,具有开朗明快的气质,行动积极,要你安静下来不动,料比登天还难。别人或许会觉得你这个人整天穷忙,不知道你葫芦里究竟卖的什么药,可是你能乐在其中。
  如果深究B型双子座的内心,你将会发现奇妙的一件事,在你如此果断的个性中,竟然也隐藏了优柔寡断的一面。原因是可能在于你过于客观,在分析事情时,很少流于偏颇,肯定一事的正反两面,也正因如此,你往往难以决定取舍。
辩才无疑的情报家
  前面已提过,B型双子座的人属于积极的行动派,同时也具备了大胆及谨慎的融通性,甚具调合色彩。
  此型的你,可以说是具有双重人格,能够非常巧妙运用两种原本是二个完全极端的事情,帮助自己达到目标,并且掌握得当。同时,你的处事方式十分圆滑,又不失原则,确实是无人可及的“两面人”。
  如果,你是典型的B型双子座,那么,你一定是个好奇心特重的人,你的探险欲望非常强烈。只是有兴趣的事情,非得亲自参与不可,而且,你的兴趣非常广泛,不限于学校中所学,即使是道听途说,也要打破沙锅问到底。
  你的头脑相当不错,学得快也记得牢,是个博爱强记的人,对于新住处掌握得快而且准。
  你拥有得天独厚的口才和文采,常可以把所学融会贯通,再以不凡的口才传达给别人,往往比原来事物本身更加生动精彩,而且,你富于幽默及机智,是个很受欢迎的演说者,有人形容B型双子座的人如果当推销员,甚至能说服爱斯基摩人购买冰箱,口才之一流,可见一班。
  为过,你应注意一点,谈话时需抓住重点,否则,会容易被误认为是个长舌之人。
  忠告:说话时三思而行,切勿逞口之快,也应多听取别人的意见。
 
B型双子座的爱情——爱与性的倾向
理智型的情人
  B型双子座的你,或许由于具有双重性格,在你的内心深处里,可以同时存在着热情与冷淡这两种截然不同的情绪,即使在热恋期你也能客观地分析这段感情,绝不盲目行动,你完全以旁观者的立场,去透视自己的爱情,是属于理智型的情人。
  或许是太理智的缘故,你常把恋爱当成游戏,一方面也由于敏锐的观察力,使你容易洞悉对方的心理,再加上天生的好奇心,让你觉得跟多位异交往,尝试不同的爱情滋味是件愉快的事,因此,你的爱情很难持久,激情过后便觉厌烦,而目光也很快转移到其他异性身上。其实,说起来,你还真算得上是个无情的人呢。
  此型的你,似乎很厌恶腻腻的爱情,如果交往的对象是个粘人的橡皮糖,你一定会吓得拔腿就跑。对于爱与不爱,你的决定总是极为爽快,即使失恋了也很难有刻骨铭心的伤感,因为你的下一个目标立刻就会来到你的眼前。B型双子座的人转变实在太快,令人难以捉摸,但一切的转变,都是为了寻找一个理想的伴侣。
自由恋爱的信徒
  B型双子座的你,独立而且理智,你谈起恋爱也是如此。但你的独占欲不强,更很少吃醋。在你的观念中,每个人都有选择最适合自己的情人的权利,更换情人,、根本无需向对方说抱歉。即使你的情人在跟你交往的同时,还有其他异性朋友你也不介意,甚至产生激烈的反应,跟情敌大打出手。当然,你也允许自己有这样的行为,同时跟几位异性交往。自由恋爱,无牵无挂是你谈恋爱的最高宗旨。
  你是个相当早熟的人,甚至在小学高年级阶段便已对关于“性方面的知识”有所了解,也颇有兴趣,一般而言。B型双子座的你,年纪很轻时便有过性经验。
  很多时候,B型双子座的人把性爱分得很清楚,不会因为性关系的发生而丧失了理智,在本质上此型的你可以说是性欲不强,通常都能以理智控制情感。
  不过,坦白说有时把爱情看成一项“计划”而实行,很难让你品尝到人世的真情,唯有真情才是爱情中最珍贵的。
  忠告:过于理智的爱情,有时令人感到“嚼之无味”,而把对方看穿了,也失去了爱情的神秘感,爱情需要浪漫,包容对方的缺点。
 
B型双子座的婚姻——婚姻及家庭
离婚比例偏高
  对于你来说,结婚并不是你一生中必须经历的过程,婚姻对你而言,无疑是一种羁绊与束缚。只要有个真心的异性朋友,你便已觉得甚为满足,此生无憾了,不会在意形式上的婚姻。
  因此,此型的你,一旦接受婚姻时,那么,在选择伴侣上,你会考虑能接受你生活方式的对象。而且,你会要求不要对两个人的未来存有太多的期待和要求,否则,你会觉得有违本性,而且感觉承受压力很重,甚至有喘不过气的感觉。
  如果,你的对象也是B型双子座,则你们两人可要多加协调了以免不是生活秩序大乱,就是生活过于一板一眼,毫无生气,日子过得无法喘息般的紧张。
  你可能在年轻的时候,极力排斥过婚姻。可是,B型双子座的人极少是终其一生都保持单身的。原因在于你强烈的好奇心,好奇地想知道有个家的感觉。所以你往往因为一时冲动便走入结婚礼堂,而且抱着试试看,不合再分手的心态。因此,B型双子座的离婚率也偏高。
  不过,晚婚有助婚姻的美满,年纪稍长大之后,你的观念如果能有所改正,再婚的机会仍是不少。
  B型双子座的你,以晚婚为宜。所以建议你年纪稍大之后再结婚。等到你的心情感觉较为安定沉稳时,你的婚姻因你的人格渐趋成熟,更为美满而长久。
  你的家庭生活,可能洋溢着一股率真而自由的气氛,在自己拥有完全自由的大前提下,你的对象绝不会是那种依赖、柔弱的人。你们夫妻之间的情意并不深,做丈夫的以工作为生活重心,做妻子的则极少是个纯粹的家庭主妇,而是个有事业心的女性。
  此外,B型双子座的你,对待孩子如朋友般的贴心,而且非常喜爱结交朋友,跟朋友相处表现得十分宽容,为他人着想,自然地朋友也就多了起来,日子也过得热热闹闹的。
  如果你是B型双子座的女性,那么,在跟婆婆相处时,需特别花费心思,虽不至于需要处处刻意讨婆婆欢心,但避免跟婆婆发生冲突,则绝对有必要,为了一家人的和谐,做某种程度的忍让是值得的。
  在生活上,你应格外留意,千万不要选择居住在交通不便、行动不自由的地方。
  忠告:最好能选择可接受自己生活方式的伴侣,并且,都不要对婚姻有太大的期待及要求,否则,婚姻对于你只是一种束缚。
 
B型双子座的事业——职业及成功的可能性
不适合刻板的工作
  B型双子座的你,如果能在本业之外,再从事一些副业,则不仅副业能做得不错甚至连本业也能跟着发达起来。
  如果你拥有多种工作,你都能以灵巧的方式应付得宜,但是,你不适合从事刻板,甚至需要一个面对孤独的工作。
  举例来说,研究工作、手工艺、公务员、银行员等等,这些保守而无趣的工作,绝对无法充分让你发挥及一展才华。而且,B型双子座的人也不会喜欢从事这类工作。
  此型你吸收能力极强,新闻记者、广播、公共关系及业务推销,都是不错的选择。和语言有关的职业,也可以考虑,例如,广告方案设计、编辑、律师、播音员、甚至翻译工作都相当适合你。不过千万要记住选择更好的工作环境可以,但是,任性地转换职业则有碍成功的机会。
  忠告:多面的尝试绝对有利于你。
 
B型双子座的财运——金钱及财运
副业可带来财富
  B型双子座的财运特征即是,从事副业将可招致财富,甚至副业所赚的钱比本业还多,这是一种很奇怪的现象。
  然而,此型的你,赚钱容易,花钱又快,在本质上你厌恶吝啬小气的人,在你看来,钱财根本是身外之物,过分重视,无疑是一种俗气的表现,当然,演出沉迷于金钱游戏之中,你也不屑为之。
  不过,挺幸运的一点,你天生拥有一个会精打细算的脑筋,虽然出手大方,但还算懂得节制,不致蚀了老本,让安定生活的基本条件都丧失了。
  因此,你的财运虽然流动性大,但不安定的因素并不存在其中。
  值得一提的是,你广结善缘,赚钱的机会增多,财运也跟着旺盛起来,因此,珍惜跟朋友之间的情缘,保持良好的人际关系相当重要。
  聪明的你,住处也很灵通,可以试着股票投资,运势不差,相信能大有崭获!
  忠告:不要放过每一个可能带来好运的朋友。

2009年5月15日星期五

最最最最忙的一个week

哇,谢天谢地,这个礼拜顺利度过!on time 的交完全部的 group individual reports and projects... ...So good mood la!!!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
今天呢,上了我人生最后一堂lecture,做为postgraduate student的最后一次,也是我在UK快7年的最后一堂... ...有sad 一下下,不过只有一下下罢了,之后就跑去juanjuan家聊gossip gossip gossip。哎,假假我也是exeter天文台,没有gossip我天文台要怎样work?当然做为一个成功的天文台,没有了Angela这个radar,lala和juanjuan这2个radio stations,我也不会这样efficent的!

又要开始忙碌,我要开始复习了!有几衰=.=
26号要考了,连续考4天,然后休息10天考governance还好我生日那天不用考,现在的birthday 愿望就是希望生日那天可以睡足4个小时(好低的要求)。
想要高要求的也有啦:
1.希望人生最后一次考试顺利度过不要挂科啦(怎样也是master students,不可以乱乱fail啦)
顺便希望那些professors出的exam papers可以不要很难,就算很难也请按照tutorial questions 来考
2.希望回到新加坡顺利找到工可以作
3.希望迷路兵可以等我回去后再出第三张专辑,我好可以参加签唱会啦
4.希望通过考试的压力可以顺利度过我的平台期,这一个礼拜怎麽体重1个kg都没有掉????好生气啦
5.希望这次考试不要压力大到很多pimples爬到我脸上,不要留marks

我知道有点贪心啦... ...

2009年5月11日星期一

GENIUS

If I am not a genius who else can be?finish my IFM project less than 2 days!Slept well,ate well and watch my favorite drama everyday... ...still finish it 10 hours earlier than the deadline.
Dad just called, my families are going to Korea the day after tomorrow WITHOUT ME... ...
I really want to go la>.<"How can they go Korea shopping without me! even my brother is going!
well, as long as they buy me some Vivienne Westwood, I can still concentrate back on the rest of my proejcts.

2009年5月9日星期六

我要拼啦!

Yesterday, Sky's 24th birthday.
We had a birthday party at Nando's the portuguese restaurant. It seems like people around me really love to celebriate birthday at Nando's. during the past 5 months, 4 of my friends had their brithday party in that restaurant... ...
Anyway, still happy happy la. Met some new friends who can made me laugh loudly, especially one of the girls who used to work in Singapore and decided to back singapore after our graduation, and we even decided where to eat and what to eat after we backed Singapore.
So good一下lei!
After a fun night had to back home start my IFM project. HOLY CRAB, i got no mood after I backed. but my project was still 0/4000 words and the deadline is on Monday noon time. Watched超级星光大道~有靓仔看一下^^ followed by my daily work: HK TVB TV DRAMA... ...
what a student i am!
Slept with 10000% guilty and still 0 words.
even though i believe human being's potential would explode at the last minute, i still woke up early this morning. cross fingers wish at least i can finished 2000 words today!
想快快回到新加坡,但是害怕要和好朋友们永远分开之日的来临... ...sigh!

2009年5月3日星期日

bank holiday

胃痛+頭痛... ...完全寫不下去我的project了
明天后天2個晚上要復習investment game的考試,星期三晚上還有group meeting,Meeting完還要復習derivative pricing的考試,星期四晚上改presentation,之后還有portfolio的report然后整個weekend要做international financial management的project... ...
我這個禮拜的計劃已經基本上是這樣了.不這樣也不行... ...我來不及了=.=
還bank holiday呢,學校竟然讓我們上lecture... ...
我發現我現在寫blog完全是在發洩
其實這幾天每當我想到要回Singapore的時候我的小手指和腹部都有隱隱作痛.很想回去,但是不捨得做學生的日子(雖然真的很辛苦,還沒有錢賺不能亂亂買自己喜歡的東西),而且回去就要開始做工了,我好緊張又有點迷茫.回去後有一件我一定要做的事情,一件很大膽但是不做我會后悔,可是又不知道如何開始的事情... ...

2009年5月2日星期六

Sunny Saturday~

sunny Saturday,unusual in Exeter!!!!really have the mood go out have picnics or at least shopping around high streets.
But,must back campus for my surprisingly Saturday early morning lectures... ...evenworse,whole day group project meeting with Henry in the library... ...
what can i say?

2009年4月30日星期四

Exeter after rain~

I hate rainy days, no matter its shower ,rainstorm or drizzling rain.i hate them all. and just simply because i hate rain, so i really dislike UK.
However,坐在家里冲杯热朱古力听着雨打在窗上噼里啪啦的声音是幸福的,而且更重要的是雨后的英国将是可爱的.
Today was a long and tired day.woke up at 7 had lecture of DERIVATIVES PRICING at 9.so bad... ... Stanley taught 3 lecturs in 2 hours~had my bacon basil tomato pasta in Cornwall house with Alex.we talked a lot like girl friends, he is just my big sister^^"after lunch break had to start revising for the DP test which will start testing at 1.had Jane's lectures immediatelly after the test.i was completelly falled a sleep,my head just kept knocking the table... ...suddenly jane said:ok let us talk about the projects issue! i suddenly woke up,great that is the thing i am waiting for the whole easter holiday,coz i even do not know how to start q1. after today's all lecture i had my group meetings for portfolio investment... ...my brain was not working at all and i even had no idea what i was talking about... ...
luckily, handed in my governance project on time,and my following deadlines:
portfolio investment game exam 6 May,
domestic and international portfolio management presentation slides 8th May
internaitonal financial management project 3500 words 11 May
domestic and int port mgt presentation 12May
domestic and int port mgt reports 14May
portfolio investment game reports 5000 words 15 may
domestic and int port mgt final exam 26 May
dereviatives pricing final exam 28 may
banking and financial services 29 may
corporate finance final exams 30 may
governance final exam 8 jun!
... ... 我的妈呀! i even have no idea why i still got time to type my blog!
tomorrow will be a long as well, meet henry for projects discussion at 8 in the morning... ...afternnon lectures... and really need to work on my international financial management at night

2009年4月28日星期二

The Lost of Joyce

今日聽到Derrick打電話同我講話以前係sheffield ge小師妹出佐車禍走佐.
好突然,毫無徴兆的走佐.19歲,正係花樣青春ge年紀,都未能嘗試過更多ge多姿多彩... ...
朋友個個都講節哀順變,但係真正難過ge Joyce 爸爸媽媽又係點樣呢?辛辛苦苦養大ge女,送過黎英國讀書,無端端行係街上面就被的士佬車到.
依家心情好down亦都好shock,blog完全打唔落去... ...
只想講:走佐ge人永遠係心中,活着ge人要更加珍惜生命.

2009年4月27日星期一

黑色毛衣BY SAM

終于都係youtube上search到迷路兵concertDvideo啦,雖然唔係完整Ge~,都有少少遺憾不過我已經好滿足了bo!
開始run video果陣我真係越來越興奮,正阿!!!!係我眼中迷路兵都有偶像派ge成份係入面ge~不過實力派果然實力派,第一天團果然第一天團!MY GOD!我真係越來越后悔點解我要係英國受苦受難寫我果6份拿命功課,而唔係新加坡聽縯唱會!
不過令我真真正正后悔ge係我錯過佐聽到sam唱黑色毛衣... ...
黎首歌一路都係我最中意歌曲之一,尤其係果mv係威尼斯果個聖馬可廣場拍攝ge,我巖巖去jor.到依家都仲好有feel.下面黎段我都係用返正統國語好dd,因為用廣東話我始終會覺得有搞gag成份.
第一遍聽到sam唱的時候我完全呆掉,在驚訝的同時我真的從心底深深的讚賞著,也同時深深的感受到了sam的努力和用心.2年多快3年了,sam的唱功真的提昇了很多.一直都覺得他唱的很好,從superband的時候就覺得,他的海浪,過火,身邊......到前一陣聽到他的全世界失眠和愛相隨,尤其感受到他進步的是三角形(這首歌真的有夠難掌握,從音準到感情還有口氣的控製).很奇怪,因為朋友都說我聽得歌太過抒情太過sad,但一直讓我覺得奇怪的是sam有時做表演的偏偏是那些我會自己本身就聽了一次又一次,每隔一段時間再聽的時候就會有新的心情的歌.
講回sam的黑色毛衣... ...我不知道要怎樣形容,雖然youtube上的video版並不是非常的清楚,但是我想說從來沒有這樣的感覺... ...我聽第二遍的時候完全是全身通過了一陣電流,又是倒回從sam開始唱那裏開始看,again again and again我每聽一次心理都會覺得被刀刺了一下.
最喜歡sam詮釋的那句:看着那白色的蜻蜓,在空中忘了前進... ...在重復看了無數次之后我終于被他詮釋的"前進"2字打敗了.如果形容那一刻的心情就是好像本身穩穩端在手裏的水晶球毫無暗示的掉在了地上,而exactly我崩潰的那一刻就是水晶球接觸地面後摔的粉碎的那一剎那.莫明的悲哀与寂寞由然而生,真的是莫名來的感覺.眼淚不停的流.不是嚎啕大哭的那種,而是很壓抑的但是又想一口氣把心中全部所積壘的不快一口氣放空的感覺.
我承認,我愛哭而且是個容易傷感的人.有不少歌都讓我感動過,但是剛才聽了sam唱的黑色毛衣,我應該說我聽完了不是感動了,而是真真正正的被打敗了.

2009年4月26日星期日

So sad !

Why me, why now! Crying liao !
feel really upset recently, not only because of the trip to europe:
the German Schloss Neuschwanstein was reconditioning when i was here,
Vernice was heavily raining when i was here,
the sculpture David was reconditioning when i was here,
Rome had earthquake on the day when i was here,
the staffs of Eiffel Tower was striking that i could not get a city view of Paris when i was here, London was full of demonstrators when i back UK,
and my IPOD was accidently droped into toilet on the same day!
again, why me, why now!
except the trip to europe the the fact really make me upset is... ....
i just missed every single activities of 迷路兵!and i even missed their first concert!
and i just sit infront of laptop keep refreshing their blogs and searching Youtubes see if anyone has post any of thier pics or videos.
glad to know that they had great performance, most important thing was that they really enjoyed in the concert.加油加油加油啦!
heared that they are preparing their third album now,i am just crossing fingers now wishing i can catch up ther third album autograph session.