phone call after nap

Really good mood now leh! why? coz i just made a phone call back Singapore to him ma... ...
actually i just had a nap,and he was in my dream. in the dream, i was so angry when i randomly met him in a restaurant. I smashed him and asked him the question that troubles me all this 5 months. and he gave me the answer"I am so busy recently". I suddenly woke up sweaty with unintelligible angers. I strongly felt my heart was pumping 200 times per mins. so i decided to make a phone call to him to release my angers. i dialed his number, first time wrong number(i was even angry,coz i thought he even changed his number).then i decided to call again. THAT WAS HIM
The familiar tender voice from him... ...melt my angers within a second(useless me!)
I asked him why he suddenly disppeared after that day,he said"I am so busy recently!"(what the *!&^$*^%@!). but after he told me how tired and stressful to be a lawyer in Singapore, i suddenly felt sorry to him. all the angers and sadness raised within the five months all gone. we talked about 51 mins,he laughed several times. it was so delightful to hear he laughs. he also promised he will call this Sunday( and i was so surprised that he got my UK number)
so happy after the phone call, he is the only person in the world can calm me for no reason... ...
really want to back singapore ASAP,want to stand by his side, want to try my best to make him laugh and relax, want to be a more mature and independent woman to narrow our gap. i especailly do not want him think i am just a 9-year-younger sister... ...