2009年4月30日星期四

Exeter after rain~

I hate rainy days, no matter its shower ,rainstorm or drizzling rain.i hate them all. and just simply because i hate rain, so i really dislike UK.
However,坐在家里冲杯热朱古力听着雨打在窗上噼里啪啦的声音是幸福的,而且更重要的是雨后的英国将是可爱的.
Today was a long and tired day.woke up at 7 had lecture of DERIVATIVES PRICING at 9.so bad... ... Stanley taught 3 lecturs in 2 hours~had my bacon basil tomato pasta in Cornwall house with Alex.we talked a lot like girl friends, he is just my big sister^^"after lunch break had to start revising for the DP test which will start testing at 1.had Jane's lectures immediatelly after the test.i was completelly falled a sleep,my head just kept knocking the table... ...suddenly jane said:ok let us talk about the projects issue! i suddenly woke up,great that is the thing i am waiting for the whole easter holiday,coz i even do not know how to start q1. after today's all lecture i had my group meetings for portfolio investment... ...my brain was not working at all and i even had no idea what i was talking about... ...
luckily, handed in my governance project on time,and my following deadlines:
portfolio investment game exam 6 May,
domestic and international portfolio management presentation slides 8th May
internaitonal financial management project 3500 words 11 May
domestic and int port mgt presentation 12May
domestic and int port mgt reports 14May
portfolio investment game reports 5000 words 15 may
domestic and int port mgt final exam 26 May
dereviatives pricing final exam 28 may
banking and financial services 29 may
corporate finance final exams 30 may
governance final exam 8 jun!
... ... 我的妈呀! i even have no idea why i still got time to type my blog!
tomorrow will be a long as well, meet henry for projects discussion at 8 in the morning... ...afternnon lectures... and really need to work on my international financial management at night

2009年4月28日星期二

The Lost of Joyce

今日聽到Derrick打電話同我講話以前係sheffield ge小師妹出佐車禍走佐.
好突然,毫無徴兆的走佐.19歲,正係花樣青春ge年紀,都未能嘗試過更多ge多姿多彩... ...
朋友個個都講節哀順變,但係真正難過ge Joyce 爸爸媽媽又係點樣呢?辛辛苦苦養大ge女,送過黎英國讀書,無端端行係街上面就被的士佬車到.
依家心情好down亦都好shock,blog完全打唔落去... ...
只想講:走佐ge人永遠係心中,活着ge人要更加珍惜生命.

2009年4月27日星期一

黑色毛衣BY SAM

終于都係youtube上search到迷路兵concertDvideo啦,雖然唔係完整Ge~,都有少少遺憾不過我已經好滿足了bo!
開始run video果陣我真係越來越興奮,正阿!!!!係我眼中迷路兵都有偶像派ge成份係入面ge~不過實力派果然實力派,第一天團果然第一天團!MY GOD!我真係越來越后悔點解我要係英國受苦受難寫我果6份拿命功課,而唔係新加坡聽縯唱會!
不過令我真真正正后悔ge係我錯過佐聽到sam唱黑色毛衣... ...
黎首歌一路都係我最中意歌曲之一,尤其係果mv係威尼斯果個聖馬可廣場拍攝ge,我巖巖去jor.到依家都仲好有feel.下面黎段我都係用返正統國語好dd,因為用廣東話我始終會覺得有搞gag成份.
第一遍聽到sam唱的時候我完全呆掉,在驚訝的同時我真的從心底深深的讚賞著,也同時深深的感受到了sam的努力和用心.2年多快3年了,sam的唱功真的提昇了很多.一直都覺得他唱的很好,從superband的時候就覺得,他的海浪,過火,身邊......到前一陣聽到他的全世界失眠和愛相隨,尤其感受到他進步的是三角形(這首歌真的有夠難掌握,從音準到感情還有口氣的控製).很奇怪,因為朋友都說我聽得歌太過抒情太過sad,但一直讓我覺得奇怪的是sam有時做表演的偏偏是那些我會自己本身就聽了一次又一次,每隔一段時間再聽的時候就會有新的心情的歌.
講回sam的黑色毛衣... ...我不知道要怎樣形容,雖然youtube上的video版並不是非常的清楚,但是我想說從來沒有這樣的感覺... ...我聽第二遍的時候完全是全身通過了一陣電流,又是倒回從sam開始唱那裏開始看,again again and again我每聽一次心理都會覺得被刀刺了一下.
最喜歡sam詮釋的那句:看着那白色的蜻蜓,在空中忘了前進... ...在重復看了無數次之后我終于被他詮釋的"前進"2字打敗了.如果形容那一刻的心情就是好像本身穩穩端在手裏的水晶球毫無暗示的掉在了地上,而exactly我崩潰的那一刻就是水晶球接觸地面後摔的粉碎的那一剎那.莫明的悲哀与寂寞由然而生,真的是莫名來的感覺.眼淚不停的流.不是嚎啕大哭的那種,而是很壓抑的但是又想一口氣把心中全部所積壘的不快一口氣放空的感覺.
我承認,我愛哭而且是個容易傷感的人.有不少歌都讓我感動過,但是剛才聽了sam唱的黑色毛衣,我應該說我聽完了不是感動了,而是真真正正的被打敗了.

2009年4月26日星期日

So sad !

Why me, why now! Crying liao !
feel really upset recently, not only because of the trip to europe:
the German Schloss Neuschwanstein was reconditioning when i was here,
Vernice was heavily raining when i was here,
the sculpture David was reconditioning when i was here,
Rome had earthquake on the day when i was here,
the staffs of Eiffel Tower was striking that i could not get a city view of Paris when i was here, London was full of demonstrators when i back UK,
and my IPOD was accidently droped into toilet on the same day!
again, why me, why now!
except the trip to europe the the fact really make me upset is... ....
i just missed every single activities of 迷路兵!and i even missed their first concert!
and i just sit infront of laptop keep refreshing their blogs and searching Youtubes see if anyone has post any of thier pics or videos.
glad to know that they had great performance, most important thing was that they really enjoyed in the concert.加油加油加油啦!
heared that they are preparing their third album now,i am just crossing fingers now wishing i can catch up ther third album autograph session.